You are alive …
Living fully inside me ,
kicking all around ..
When I’m nervous or worried , I feel you standing by me -my beautiful baby-
Not giving me a chance to sleep ,
Kicking and moving letting me know :
I’m here with you Mom,don’t worry .. life will be rosy, you will be strong enough .. You will be the perfect mother a child ever had before ..
now hush my little one ,
don’t be afraid , your mama is right here
it’s just little dream
and now it’s gone
nothing to fear …
I already miss you ,
Come in ,waiting for you to lighten my life ..
I really miss you ..
my little one .
imagining my self playing with you ,
singing to you until you fall a sleep
I really want you to know how much I love you even before holding you .
come in to my life my precious one ,
come in surrounded by my prayers to god to protect you , and guide you .
I keep looking at your tiny new clothes which I bought for you .
and kissing your pinky wonderful dress.
Come in my little one .
I don’t know what to say , the words are stuck in my mouth and every time I choose a good word to say to you I feel : No it’s not enough , it won’t explain the real feelings I have for you , and I know I will never have the perfect words to tell them to you because in my eyes I know you’ll be more perfect than any thing I might choose .
Day and night I’m thinking how will I be the perfect mother for you ,How will I choose the gifts for you , how Will I play with you , Share secrets with you .
I should plainly say welcome to my life my unborn child .
If you know how much I keep praying for you ,and How I dreamed about you that night , Dreamed about touching you ..
watching your pretty face ,holding you, feeling you are my one and only .
it was not just A dream , it was too real for me ..
I think you should know how impatiently I was waiting for you .
When you keep thinking of the process of an action,and how people will react toward it , and you study their reactions with the slightest details , and you can see the results of your studies match reality 99% , then you are a slave of Wisdom
when it feels like Watching A T.V series !
I wake up in a thursday morning , made that fancy breakfast , at 8 after looking at my mobile I shockingly discovered that it’s a sunday , and I was late on work .in another day of the same week , I wake up in a sunday morning , got dressed up then knew it’s thursday .. Again !
I don’t feel i’m involved an any of the events happen around me , I feel like there’s some one living my life and i’m just siting there watching that person making a dull and boring T.V series .I’m sure I did transfer in a time machine earlier this week , or I physiologically have an Issue .
You can fight , smash down all the reasonable barriers , but you’ll spend your whole life thinking about unreasonable barrier ” What was that !” , Be unreasonable ,you’ll be unbreakable .
Being reasonable may keep you in business, but at the same time, it keeps your business from soaring.
Be unreasonable, and all those false barriers drop away. The myths that have held you back dissolve, and your inner fire is unleashed. Being unreasonable is a call to embrace your vision, your passion, and your true desires. It is a state of mind, and it is a call to action.
Emotions ,If it’s not seen ,or felt it’s not there
What’s real ?what’s not?
She was pretty mad and anxious ,she couldn’t breath normally ,she had too many words to say , she was screaming inside ..
He came home late , as usual . She was waiting to explode
He bend on her and kissed her, since his lips touched hers,
Every thing collapse.
How pathetic !
Women, Don’t you dare and love !
Love will make you fragile even though you think your self the other way.
It will Make you weak ,impatient, inexperienced even though you are so the opposite .
it will make you throw your self recognition away, you will even stop thinking about your self , neglect all the selfishness inside your proud soul.
You will start thinking in the other half head.
You will just lose your self part by part.
For some of you ,That may sound good ,romantic and warm
but it is not .
It’s just like drugs ,it make you feel good , high , lucky and warm for awhile then you’ll feel freezing cold,low, antisocial Just like shit until you die ,because you just get addicted to them.
so don’t sell your self , don’t love !

